Inward Tears -Poem
I wonder if Jesus keeps track of all the times I wished I could cry and couldn’t.
In those moments wishing for an emotional release of all the inward pain-
Of the deep grief could merely be expressed.
- Just a little
- Just for a moment
- Just for you Jesus
I have this deep longing to let you all the way in. I just don’t know how.
I come to:
- Each wall.
- Each shackle.
- Each chord.
I don’t know how they got there . Where they even came from.
I just know from my inner most being…….
- You don’t belong!
- You no longer hold me back.
The enmeshment that once entangled myself and past generations.
I say goodbye!!!
I won’t miss how you treated me.
How you let me down. How you failed me. How I thought you were something special and all along you weren’t!
- Under cover
- Bondage/ Freedom
- Self made / God made
- Torn down & swept away by Jesus
Here I am. Who I was designed to be!
Now you go before me. You defend me! You protect me!
I stay close with a surrendered HEART that wants to be made like you!
Poem by Tracy Mock